(02-09-2018, 11:10 AM)Bill Wrote: I found that having an erection when being put into my panties just seemed to make me harder . I don't know if it was the shame or the fact that i was being watched that made me harder . Then the little dew spot on the front . Letting everyone see just how excited i was .
Bill, when you said, "Being Watched" that was the whole thing of humiliation for me. When mother thought I needed reminded about my panties training, I was always brought up to me mother's bedroom. Her room was as feminine as a female could  want, perfumes, the scent of her bath powders, the lace curtains, everything that brought me aroused. I'm not sure if it was her room and surroundings, or the thought that I was going to be in girls panties. Mother always had what she called, "My panties" in the same drawer as her own. Mother always used little lace bags of sachet in with her lingerie, so my panties had the same scent to them. I was told to undress, this in from of her, I would always try to hide my penis with my hand, but mother would make me place them by my side. I was told to go to her dresser and select a pair of my panties and then come back to her. I would go over and hand the panties to her....and by this time I was starting to become aroused. Mother would get that look on her face...a look of disappointment and somewhat anger. She would then hold the panties out so I had to step into them...the elastic leg bands, the feeling of silky nylon being drawn up my legs...made me fully erect, and when mother took my penis in her hand so she could place it properly in my panties, I almost released. Mother would then take me in her arms and tell me what a sweet little boy I was, and how proud she was of me.
Now this wouldn't sound like something that would humiliate me, but it ALWAYS did, being in front of my mother, and in panties, being aroused, was very humiliating to me.
A little bit of hanky panky does you good . 
