12-04-2020, 08:10 PM
Hi,
  i have been in a FLR relationship with my wife for over 35 years and when we started out dating i was actually dominating her and we has some pretty wild sex adventures. She also knew that i loved wearing woman's underwear and also many times taken female underwear from the hampers at friends and relatives houses for my own sexual gratification in sniffing and wearing them. Over time we permanently reversed roles and i became a very submissive sissy gurl and she became a very strict and dominant woman. It was amazing how well we fit into our new permanent roles. Soon i was being dressed and used as a female 24/7 in our relationship after we married. i am kept dressed in the home, under my clothes when out etc. She has done it all to me and some of her punishments were very creative such as diapering me 24/7 for weeks because she felt i acted childish etc. During these times M-F i was given only one diaper change in 24 hrs and it was in the morning before i left for work. On Friday night upon returning home from work i was changed and the next change was Monday morning. That meant usually about 60 hours without a diaper change. Also i had to sleep on the floor in the spare bedroom on an old comforter. After a few years of conditioning etc. i was unable to get hard enough for penetrative sex and actual intercourse ended between us. She took on a long time married co-worker as a FWB in our home. At that time i became her cuck. He would come by once or twice a week to use her and i would have to attend to their needs during this time under her direction. Many times i had to please him orally and also present my bottom to him to use. It hurt! My wife always enjoyed seeing me whimper and sometimes cry when he penetrated me. There i was in make up. wig, female attire and being screwed by my wife's FWB. She loved humiliating me and it was like a drug to her. i never knew what she would come up with. Well now i will tell you her favorite of all humiliations of me and how it started. One night she had her period and she always had very heavy periods with cramping. We were suppose to go out to eat but she told me why we couldn't and that she wasn't feeling well. i said something like that she was using her period as an excuse not to go and that it couldn't be that bad. She gave me such a look and said something like "You will be sorry you ever made that remark and you will see what its like. Well from that time on till even know she makes me experience my period every month. She no longer has her periods but she solved that issue also. She started making me wear her heavily soiled pad and also wear a Super Tampon in my bottom. Every month. i had to go purchase my own tampons etc. When her periods ended she retrieved soiled pads from the ladies rooms at work, the mall, friends and relatives bathrooms for me to wear. She even has me retrieve my own from unisex bathrooms. i have suffered from period leakage through my panties and pants at times, in the summer she has me wear woman's nylon jogging shorts out in public and the period odor is very noticeable at times. Several times when she felt i was talking to much and disturbing her she has even stuffed a used pad in my mouth to silence me and held it in place with a ACE bandage wrapped around my mouth and another pad was placed over my nose was also held in place. She really loves my time of the month and how it humiliates me. i never ever made a remark about a woman's period again. After over 35 years in a FLR relationship its all i know. While i still can have what my wife calls a female ejaculation my penis never gets erect and hard anymore. My wife still has her FWBs a few times a week and i now retired spend almost all my time as annette a submissive sissy gurl to my wife for the rest of our lives together. i can't tell you how much we have done with this in all these years and also the physical punishments i have endured. But my wife is completely satisfied with this type of relationship and believe it or not i am now very comfortable as sissy annette to be used and abused by my wife and ever her FWB when he visits.
  i have been in a FLR relationship with my wife for over 35 years and when we started out dating i was actually dominating her and we has some pretty wild sex adventures. She also knew that i loved wearing woman's underwear and also many times taken female underwear from the hampers at friends and relatives houses for my own sexual gratification in sniffing and wearing them. Over time we permanently reversed roles and i became a very submissive sissy gurl and she became a very strict and dominant woman. It was amazing how well we fit into our new permanent roles. Soon i was being dressed and used as a female 24/7 in our relationship after we married. i am kept dressed in the home, under my clothes when out etc. She has done it all to me and some of her punishments were very creative such as diapering me 24/7 for weeks because she felt i acted childish etc. During these times M-F i was given only one diaper change in 24 hrs and it was in the morning before i left for work. On Friday night upon returning home from work i was changed and the next change was Monday morning. That meant usually about 60 hours without a diaper change. Also i had to sleep on the floor in the spare bedroom on an old comforter. After a few years of conditioning etc. i was unable to get hard enough for penetrative sex and actual intercourse ended between us. She took on a long time married co-worker as a FWB in our home. At that time i became her cuck. He would come by once or twice a week to use her and i would have to attend to their needs during this time under her direction. Many times i had to please him orally and also present my bottom to him to use. It hurt! My wife always enjoyed seeing me whimper and sometimes cry when he penetrated me. There i was in make up. wig, female attire and being screwed by my wife's FWB. She loved humiliating me and it was like a drug to her. i never knew what she would come up with. Well now i will tell you her favorite of all humiliations of me and how it started. One night she had her period and she always had very heavy periods with cramping. We were suppose to go out to eat but she told me why we couldn't and that she wasn't feeling well. i said something like that she was using her period as an excuse not to go and that it couldn't be that bad. She gave me such a look and said something like "You will be sorry you ever made that remark and you will see what its like. Well from that time on till even know she makes me experience my period every month. She no longer has her periods but she solved that issue also. She started making me wear her heavily soiled pad and also wear a Super Tampon in my bottom. Every month. i had to go purchase my own tampons etc. When her periods ended she retrieved soiled pads from the ladies rooms at work, the mall, friends and relatives bathrooms for me to wear. She even has me retrieve my own from unisex bathrooms. i have suffered from period leakage through my panties and pants at times, in the summer she has me wear woman's nylon jogging shorts out in public and the period odor is very noticeable at times. Several times when she felt i was talking to much and disturbing her she has even stuffed a used pad in my mouth to silence me and held it in place with a ACE bandage wrapped around my mouth and another pad was placed over my nose was also held in place. She really loves my time of the month and how it humiliates me. i never ever made a remark about a woman's period again. After over 35 years in a FLR relationship its all i know. While i still can have what my wife calls a female ejaculation my penis never gets erect and hard anymore. My wife still has her FWBs a few times a week and i now retired spend almost all my time as annette a submissive sissy gurl to my wife for the rest of our lives together. i can't tell you how much we have done with this in all these years and also the physical punishments i have endured. But my wife is completely satisfied with this type of relationship and believe it or not i am now very comfortable as sissy annette to be used and abused by my wife and ever her FWB when he visits.