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Partially Feminised
#1
This is my first post, and one I have given considerable thought to it, and sincerely hope it is not too long and I would love to hear thoughts, advice and any comment really.
My wife (Madame), and I are in our `autumn years` and have a loving relationship, both second marriages.
We are a good match...she is quite dominant and comes from a line of dominant women; conversely I am submissive, seemingly surrounded by dominant women as a child and always wanted to please and be a `good boy`.
I first tried on my mother`s girdle aged around 11 yrs and loved trying on her jewellery, she never found out, that was the first time I had worn anything remotely feminine...that was an introduction to femininity.
That moved on to my fascination with top shelf magazines that specialised in dominant women and stiletto high heels in my late teens...they became my fetish and it`s fair to say my fantasy material of choice, for masturbation.
To move on several years, I met my second wife and sex was frantic and passionate; all thoughts of cross dressing disappeared, until the first flushes of our union had calmed.
It was then that I started buying books on domination and S&M...I used to share some passages that rekindled our sexual appetites...but it remained `my thing`, but she certainly knew my fetishes.
The books of choice became those of female domination, the favourites being those with forced feminisation...those books I never shared with my wife.
However I now realise that a slow but sure feminisation training programme began, whether that was deliberate or not I am not sure and we never spoke about it.
When I say training I mean that she set out a skincare routine for me and bought all of the products and how to use them, at her suggestion I started going to the salon for eyebrow shaping on occasion and manicures.
I now keep my leg and body hair trimmed to a few millimetres; I do my eyebrows, manicures and pedicures keeping my nails at a pretty length and almond shaped, and always clean and shiny.
We shop together for my skin and hair products , and she advises me.
Since meeting my wife I have always worked in predominantly feminine roles and more than once been referred to as the `honorary female` by female colleagues, and I am well known for `being in touch` with my feminine side by friends and family alike.
One day my wife discovered a photograph of me posing fully dressed en-femme,I bluffed my way out of it, but from that day on she has never left me at home alone for more than a few hours and never telling me exactly how long she will be...or come to that where she might be going.
Seven years ago was the last time we had any sexual contact, in truth I was never large enough for her and she became bored with my oral offerings.
Since then I have ceased with my own masturbation and milked myself anally every six weeks or so, and I keep myself tucked pretty much all of the time now.
With my age and no masturbation, my testes are the size of two small marbles and at times my clitty withdraws inside.
My body shape is changing and now have a 38B pair of breasts, which I am very proud, I also pump my nipples and they are more often erect than not, and my skin and hair is softer and my body language is more feminine.
My point of these ramblings is that I have become more feminine, not only my body, but also I am a lot more submissive in myself, and when dressed en-femme, albeit in the closet, I am extremely subservient and would like that to continue and my wife to reap the benefits.
She is unaware of my thoughts, I know she likes my soft body and often plays with my breasts and pinches my nipples, there is never a word spoken about her training me, if that is what she did intentionally.
I buy silk underwear, which she takes pleasure in informing people that  I wear `knickers`, she has told guests at a dinner party that my parts are so small that I have to sit down to toilet `like a girl`.
Over the years she has become more dominant, and my tasks range from household chores to massaging her, and varnishing her toenails...as well as run a business.
Sometimes I am disobedient and insolent, she punishes with silence or mild sarcastic humiliation I hate to displease her and know I would do much more if she was more dominant and used punishment.
My respect for woman and feminisation began a long time ago and Madame has progressed that in the last 20 years, yet I know I could do more, particularly if the feminisation progressed.
I respectfully ask if there are any suggestions as to how I move forward with her becoming a more dominant Madame and expanding on my femininity so I can serve her fully, without our relationship ending in divorce, which is my biggest fear.
Always willing to serve
 Sissy Joanna
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#2
Hi Joanna. Lovely to hear from you.

It sounds to me that if your wife buys you girly skincare products and refers to your silky underwear as 'knickers' then she's already well aware of your feminine side being quite strong. And if she's aware of that, and you've not had sex for seven years, then it's unlikely she's suddenly going to divorce you.

I would dare to say that she may actually be quite open to you becoming more subservient to her, and accept you becoming more feminine in her presence. You do have to be careful, of course - not all women will accept such things. But the fact that she teases you about wearing knickers is a pretty good sign she'd be open to take things further.

Perhaps your next step should be to show her this website? What do you think she'd say?
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#3
If you indeed enjoy 38b breasts and the other points you mention, I don't see where you need further advice. You are doing quite well. I would say the next step should be up to your wife.
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(10-15-2016, 12:06 PM)IanBrianna Wrote: If you indeed enjoy 38b breasts and the other points you mention, I don't see where you need further advice.  You are doing quite well. I would say the next step should be up to your wife.

Thank you so much .

Writing my post and your comments reminded me of how far Madame has allowed me to move forward in my femininity... I am really lucky.

I do however strive to move forward in my quest to serve her...but as you say it will be up to her in the end...as always, and how it should be.

Sissy Joanna
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(10-14-2016, 11:05 PM)Ali Wrote: Hi Joanna. Lovely to hear from you.

It sounds to me that if your wife buys you girly skincare products and refers to your silky underwear as 'knickers' then she's already well aware of your feminine side being quite strong. And if she's aware of that, and you've not had sex for seven years, then it's unlikely she's suddenly going to divorce you.

I would dare to say that she may actually be quite open to you becoming more subservient to her, and accept you becoming more feminine in her presence. You do have to be careful, of course - not all women will accept such things. But the fact that she teases you about wearing knickers is a pretty good sign she'd be open to take things further.

Perhaps your next step should be to show her this website? What do you think she'd say?
Hi Ali

Thank you for your lovely reply

Yes Madame is more than aware of my 'feminine side' and your message has given me cause for a great deal of thought, I think showing her the PDQ website would be too much at the moment, however I have thought I will make my femininity more obvious to her.

I am now wearing the 'knickers' around the bedroom so they are on show to her, and I will be ordering more, I will be wearing my nails longer...things like that.

I also think you are right about not divorcing me, and it is probably me afraid of raising the issue, so now I will be looking out for any opportunity to raise the topic for discussion, like TV Shows ( excuse the pun!).

Thank you again.
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