08-11-2020, 09:32 PM
(08-11-2020, 09:27 PM)Ali Wrote: When I first started wearing nappies again I would be the same - as soon as I came I would feel slightly dirty and embarrassed, and want to change out of them as soon as I could.I can’t imagine my mother would have been that impressed if I was in your shoes. Did she get an honest answer (and more to the point, if she did was there any follow up)?
I remember the first time I ever came with someone else was with the son of a friend of my mother's, John. We had both been put back into nappies, and were put to bed early, together in John's bed. It was intensely humiliating being seen by another boy I hardly knew in nappies, even though he had been put into one too. I remember actually feeling jealous that his baby pants were plain white plastic, whereas mine were pink with little white frills.
I can't remember how it started, but once we were in bed we ended up rubbing each other through our nappies, and before long I made a sticky mess. I was instantly so ashamed of myself. In the morning when our mothers came in to get us up we both had the whole embarrassing thing of being changed in front of each other, and my mother made this big deal about asking me what the little yellow stain in my nappy was. I'm sure that had a lasting impact on me.
Over time I overcame my shame, and started to enjoy coming in my nappy but 'forcing' myself to keep it on.