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Greetings from Sissy Jessica
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From the time I was about three I knew I was submissive much in the way I've heard gay people knowing they were gay at a very young age. I think that being sub or Dom can be as much a sexual orientation as being gay, straight, or bi.

At about age fifteen I became aware of having strong sissy tendencies( this was more than a desire to crossdress, but a desire to serve a man or woman as a submissive sissy, being "forced" to do chores and endure hard punishment, including verbal humiliation and degradation. I've long enjoyed performing humiliating tasks, especially those that emphasize my sissy nature or punish my genitals (CBT).

The specific moment of my transformation into being a sissy occurred when I was watching a porno flick with some friends. I was fifteen years old and was watching a film in which a woman in lingerie was on her knees giving a blowjob. All of my friends were talking about how great it would be to be the man, when suddenly, desperately, I wanted to be the woman—not in a gay way, but in a sissy, submissive way. I wanted to be his bitch, his cum toy to be used and abused. Of course I pretended to want to be the guy, but I knew something in me had changed.

My wife knows I’m a sissy, and keeps my small penis in chastity She likes reminding me that her high school boyfriends had bigger penises than I do). She won’t let me touch her sexually, saying that as a sissy I should have no interest in a woman’s body, and that I’m  more likely to please a man than to ever have sex with her again. It was she who gave me the sissy name, “Jessica.” If we are watching a move in which a couple is having sex, she will say something like, “Those days are gone for you.” The sad thing is she is right about feeling the way she does.

I love role play but, overall, have too many fetishes to list; I think you get the picture though
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Hiya Jessica! Thanks for that great intro! I think you'll find you're among like-minded folks around here with many sissies and a few wonderful Superiors who add their thoughts.

Your story is not too different from my own...I felt my submissive desires at a very young age, and can very much recall "taunting" early female school teachers and babysitters until I got them to spank me! So, I agree...I believe some of us are simply "programmed" to be submissive!

It sounds like you've become what I've heard termed a "born again virgin"...

Looking forward to hearing more from and about you...glad you're here!

sissy jamieanne
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(01-31-2018, 10:21 AM)sissyjamieanne Wrote: Hiya Jessica!  Thanks for that great intro!  I think you'll find you're among like-minded folks around here with many sissies and a few wonderful Superiors who add their thoughts.

Your story is not too different from my own...I felt my submissive desires at a very young age, and can very much recall "taunting" early female school teachers and babysitters until I got them to spank me!  So, I agree...I believe some of us are simply "programmed" to be submissive!

It sounds like you've become what I've heard termed a "born again virgin"...

Looking forward to hearing more from and about you...glad you're here!

sissy jamieanne

Hi Jamieanne:

Thank you so much for your prompt and warm reply to my introduction.

What would surprise anyone who knows me is that I am not in the least bit feminine physically: I have a narrow waist, very broad shoulders, muscular build... nor is there anything about my speech patterns or mannerisms that would make anyone even think I am a sissy. Yet, deep inside, it is the core of my sexuality... the knowledge that I am not, and never will be, a real man. It is a feeling that is so powerful that I crave the humiliation and desire to be controlled and disciplined that accompanies being a sissy.

I am glad that I have found a place where I can be accepted, and be among people who feel as I do. Where I can share and learn among other likeminded people. I envy the fact that you were spanked for being a sissy as you grew up because it would have fulfilled a deep need. Even in college I never shared this part of myself with any girlfriends for fear of ridicule or rejection. I had one whom I know would have enjoyed controlling me in that way but I just couldn’t bring myself to tell her. We are now friends on Facebook, and whenever we chat I regret keeping my sissy self from her.
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(01-31-2018, 04:00 PM)Sissy Jessica Wrote:
(01-31-2018, 10:21 AM)sissyjamieanne Wrote: Hiya Jessica!  Thanks for that great intro!  I think you'll find you're among like-minded folks around here with many sissies and a few wonderful Superiors who add their thoughts.

Your story is not too different from my own...I felt my submissive desires at a very young age, and can very much recall "taunting" early female school teachers and babysitters until I got them to spank me!  So, I agree...I believe some of us are simply "programmed" to be submissive!

It sounds like you've become what I've heard termed a "born again virgin"...

Looking forward to hearing more from and about you...glad you're here!

sissy jamieanne

Hi Jamieanne:

Thank you so much for your prompt and warm reply to my introduction.

What would surprise anyone who knows me is that I am not in the least bit feminine physically: I have a narrow waist, very broad shoulders, muscular build... nor is there anything about my speech patterns or mannerisms that would make anyone even think I am a sissy. Yet, deep inside, it is the core of my sexuality... the knowledge that I am not, and never will be, a real man. It is a feeling that is so powerful that I crave the humiliation and desire to be controlled and disciplined that accompanies being a sissy.

I am glad that I have found a place where I can be accepted, and be among people who feel as I do. Where I can share and learn among other likeminded people. I envy the fact that you were spanked for being a sissy as you grew up because it would have fulfilled a deep need. Even in college I never shared this part of myself with any girlfriends for fear of ridicule or rejection. I had one whom I know would have enjoyed controlling me in that way but I just couldn’t bring myself to tell her. We are now friends on Facebook, and whenever we chat I regret keeping my sissy self from her.

Your first paragraph could have been a very good description of myself, Jessica!  Outwardly few would guess that I'm a sissy!  But...like you, I am not and never will be a man...nor do I wish to be.  Beneath my daily work clothes, I'm pantied and brassiered, clean shaved (nose to toes) and lightly scented with feminine hygiene products (body wash, shampoo, conditioner, body lotion, deodorant)...even my razors and shave gel are women's!  

So glad you're here!  Thanks for sharing!

Yours,

Jamieanne
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