from Paul

Dear Auntie Helga,

Here is my story as a failed man and now a happy celibate sissy. It all started some 7 years ago when my marriage was falling apart, my fault as I had failed as both a husband and provider. I had already taken over the housework as I was not working and had been barred from the marital bed for some time reduced to using my hand alone in the bathroom.

My wife had always been the dominant partner and had announced that there were to be some changes and one evening I found myself in our front room with her and my mother in law. A stern woman who had never liked me and had often said my wife should divorce me and find a real man who could provide in and out of the bedroom.

My wife explained that as I was not working other than housework I could either be divorced or agree to be a housemaid for both of them. That I would be in dresses, I was shocked and my mother in law produced a traditional style maids outfit and I was then ordered to strip naked and I would be dressed as a woman from now on whilst at home.

Well I was embarrassed especially at the thought of undressing before her but my wife was saying that this was long overdue and as I hesitated they got up and the pair of them soon had me naked before them. It was then they announced that there was one more thing for me and a box was produced that held a Cb chastity device. Bright pink and I was laid down on the floor and soon felt the ring encircle by penis and balls. Well I started to beg to be let out and that was silenced as my mother in law put a pink pacifier in my mouth saying that sissy maids are quiet and as I wasn't a man this would remind me of my new status.

Soon I felt the tube cover my penis and despite the embarrassment tried to get erect but I was locked and told was only going to be allowed out when I was bathed. I felt like crying with shame, my wife had for some time been in charge and now I was being reduced to a slave for her and her mother unable even to use my hand.

The effect on me was startling, I bowed and was ordered to kneel and my wife took the pacifier out as I bowed and scraped before them. Answered every command with yes Mistress and promised to be an obedient maid slave for them. My wife said that although technically her husband I would only be a maid from now on and under the complete control of her and her mother.

Her mother said that the lesson needed to be brought home to me and they soon had me lent over the dining room table, my dress lifted and my bare bottom spanked by her mother. My wife had previously done this now I knew her mother was also going to correct my behavior. Most shocking was my body trying to get erect the whole time I was spanked.

I knelt there and found myself thanking them and later was put into a night dress after a long humiliating evening of housework as a maid. Well later I found that I was to wear a nightdress and had to get out of my maids outfit and hang that up. As I did I was shocked to see that there were several other maids outfits of varying styles, I knew then they had been planning this a while.

Then I was led to the bathroom and told to run myself a bath and get in, aside from my device I was naked and embarrassed, even more so as they bathed me and explained I'd be bathed from now on and they would unlock me once a week for cleaning.

I cried a lot that night and in the morning was awoken by my wife and after a bath by her was soon in a bright pink maid outfit, this time with stockings and panties. Then my day of housework started and my wife explained that she saw no need for me to release and chastity was going to be full time. I couldn't even beg as had a pacifier in to keep me quiet an could feel my penis straining at the cage holding it captive, I used to use my hand a lot and thought of never doing that was horrifying to me, then my wife laughing said she was out later and her mother would be over later to babysit me.

Sure enough her mother arrived as my wife got ready for an evening out and her mother said for me to get my maids uniform off and put away and then go to the front room. This I did and stood there embarrassed as they chatted and my wife headed out. Then my mother in law produced a large bag and explained that she was going to treat me like the baby I am and put down a changing mat and said for me to lay down. She then began to wash me and produced a key saying it was time I was cleaned. She unlocked me and took the device off, I immediately got an erection.

She washed me all over and I was dried and even powdered. Then she took a hold of the chastity device saying it was time I was relocked. I was erect and she explained that if I stayed erect she would put me in a diaper for the next few days and change me like a baby. I was horrified at the thought and soon lost my erection and had it refitted back on.

She said the days of my using my hand were over, I was a celibate maid for them now. She also explained that if I tried to escape the device or came when being cleaned it would be a full week in diapers and a romper suit crawling around on hands and knees.

Well I was then put into a nightdress that was pink and had white flowers on it. Told that as I had been a good girl I could sit beside her and have a bottle! She made a bottle of warm milk and even put a bib on me and then with me laid across her lap bottle fed. I was embarrassed and felt confused, feeling safe yet blushing and could feel myself trying to get erect.

Well the next few weeks went by quickly as I adapted to my new life as a celibate housemaid for them, I was moved into a small bedroom at the back of the house and all my male clothes were thrown own aside from one suit I was only to wear when out shopping for them.

On a few nights both my wife and her mother who I both had to address as Mistress brought female friends over and I had to wait on them and it was explained much to my embarrassment that I was now celibate.

It was about this time my wife announced that she was dating again I was told that I would also be a polite quiet maid when her boyfriend stayed over, serve him drinks and speak only when spoken to. That I did and felt jealous seeing them together but had to be the sub maid.


Thank you for your letter Paul. Now you are well on your way to becoming the person you were meant to be and though it might be hard sometimes, service is a noble calling.

Happy New Year!

Auntie Helga

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